Lessons From Aghori Baba (Why It’s Dangerous To Know Your Future)


You can see the cave at top right. You can’t see in the picture until you climb these rock stairs.

We were off to Pashupati after exploring Boudha. We kept walking until we found the place for conducting cremation ceremonies. I went to explore those places with my brother Degju and his friend Carrie.We were walking around the place not knowing what to do next. We crossed the bridge and took steps to get to the top where we could overlook Pashupati.

While we were staying at the top overlooking the whole Pashupati and Cremation area; my eye caught a glimpse of a cave at northeast of Pashupati. Not being sure I thought of going there and asked my brother if he wants to go there too. He thought it would be cool if we could go.

This was the exact time when I saw the Cave. We were talking about death while overlooking Pashupati.

We were tired at that point and that place was located at far east of Pashupati which meant that we needed to go back, cross the bridge, walk and push ourselves till there. Since we thought of going there without much planning I pushed my whole body to get there because I was tired and hungry at the same time.

We wanted to go there but we were not sure if anyone is allowed to go inside and seemed pretty risky. Luckily, I met a random guy there and asked him if we were allowed to go to the top inside the Cave. Without thinking much he welcomed us inside to go to the top of the cave and told us that everyone is allowed to go there.

He said,”Please visit the cave, a baba lives there. You should check it out.”

Random guy inviting us to move upstairs.

I was so happy that we were allowed to explore the cave which is what I’ve never done before. We walked up slowly and saw a thick smoke coming out of the cave. There was a very small hole to enter the cave. It was not possible for us to enter easily. We had to bend our back to go inside. I couldn’t see anything. It was really dark and smokey.
I was afraid that I would fall off because I couldn’t see anything in there.

We then heard a voice of the baba. He told us to sit down. We sat down and then I started to figure out slowly that the cave was not that big. I thought it to be really big but it was cool. He kept a black Tika in our head and then started talking.

He told us that he has lived there for fifteen years and has human skulls at his home.

Aghori Baba

I was constantly amazed at how peaceful the place was. It’s peaceful even if it’s located in the middle of the city and you can even hear the river flowing in the background.

We asked him,”What kind of baba are you?”

He replied,”Aghori baba, People call me Aghori baba. Do you know what it means?”

We said, “No.”

He then said, “It means that I don’t care about anything. Aghories usually don’t get hungry. I never eat salt and flour. Other than that, I eat everything and anything. I have ate Human Flesh, Urine and Stool to become aghori.”

We were shocked by his response, “WHAT!?”

He ate Human Flesh, Urine and Stool for becoming Aghori!

He seemed to practice cannibalism, urophagia and corprophagy. All of those which relate to human flesh, urine and feces.

For no reason I was scared at that point. Maybe because I hadn’t seen anyone like him before. Weird stuffs filled my mind and the cave started to look dangerous. My mind was blank. I didn’t speak anything because I couldn’t. I was surprised, excited and scared at the same time. Scared because I had previously heard dangerous stories about Aghori baba’s. He had his one black eye glowing at dark because there was virtually no source of light inside the cave. Only smoke!

After spending some time he asked us if there was anything we would like to ask him. He was very happy and he knew that we had some questions in mind.

So without thinking much I asked him,”People believe that you know the future. Is it true? Can you tell us too?”

He smiled and laughed at the same time and said,”It’s useless! Don’t ask for future, You Got To Make It! People ask me how long will they live, and if I say it then they start counting the days. So they die psychologically and never live happily. That’s why fortune telling is really dangerous. Don’t try and ask anybody. You are going to die one day so don’t think about that. Instead, Create your own future.”

He started talking in a friendly manner so we asked him some questions about his life.
He said he was a continental cook when he was really young and was third son among five brothers.

What baffled me was that he looked really healthy even though he didn’t eat normal food.
He even showed us his exercise routines inside the cave and his healthy sitting positions. He also said that thunderbolt sitting position is really good for health and Carrie’s thunderbolt position was perfect as she was sitting in that posture the whole time.

After spending sometime he told us about the day when he nearly threw away the camera reels because some tourists tried to capture his picture. He said that he hated photos very much.
I wanted a photo with him really bad at this moment just because he didn’t like taking photos. so I asked him if we could take his picture. Surprisingly, he agreed for a photo.

I wanted to take a photo with him as soon as he said he hates pictures. This was it. There was no light source except for a small candle. So, this photo was only possible with In-built camera flash. If you look closely you’ll figure out that he has one eye dark black compared to the other.

After that he took us down out of the cave and showed us all the locked cave which looked even more dangerous. He started walking to his own path and we left the place thinking about the most thrilling and exciting experience that we had in such a short period of time.

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My brother Degju was the man behind the camera. That’s why we don’t have his photo. <– Demerit of being a cameraman.

It took me lots of time to write this post because I’ve switched my keyboard layout to DVORAK.

Edit: The Baba who lives there is known as Tiger Baba. He and his friends are very welcoming and will be more than happy to talk with you and answer your questions. He is not dangerous as written above, since everything I’ve written above was my own experience – mostly psychological. Everything written above is merely my own experience in the cave. It’s nothing to do with reality. They are really good people and will be more than happy to meet you, if you visit them. If you haven’t, then you should pay him a visit. I had a good experience and feel very lucky to meet him.

Please note that the above story is based on my own experience and is not fully compatible with reality.


  • aamir

    nice post.. You had an epic adventure :)

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Thanks for digging my posts.

      I had fun exploring those caves and I wrote this so that you guys can have epic adventure reading it. ;)

      • Heidi

        Thanks for writing this :D

        • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

          No worries for that.

  • Lohan

    OMG!!!

    I felt like I was there the whole time. Following your adventures. I had fun reading it.
    I feel like I want to go there but I’m too scared. Look at his eyes. Really scary!
    Glad your still alive. ;)

    This is epic. You’ve started writing quality posts. I can feel it.
    Simply awesome post! :-)

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Hey Logan,
      Glad you liked the post and had fun reading them.
      I was not sure if I’d post this or not but glad I did.
      And thanks for the star!

    • Heidi

      @disqus_Ay077qipp0:disqus I felt the same. I loved every bit of it.

      • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

        Thanks Heidi.

  • Heidi

    First of all that man looks really scary. How did you even get near him? I’ve heard many scary stories about aghori baba’s. I wouldn’t have gone there if I were you. That’s really scary!

    Anyway, he has passed the wisdom to you, wonderfully. It’s true that people die psychologically after they hear about their life span. Everyone dies so that’s not the thing we should search answers for.

    Great Post! Loved it :)

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      It’s adventurous to do stuffs which scares us.

      Yes, it’s risky to know about your death.

      Thanks :)

  • http://www.facebook.com/arjav.suffocation Arjawa Shrestha

    nice effort bud..keep it goin :)

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      This seems to work fine. Thanks for helping :)
      Your the first one in this site to comment through Facebook.
      Cheers!

      And as a follow up: If you get notification on Facebook after I write this then please drop some words below on reply.
      Thanks man!

  • Devesh

    Mate!! where did he get human flesh from?

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      There are leftovers of people’s dead body in the cremation place. He get’s it from there.

  • Pralina

    Wow. amazing story brother. Felt like i was there too.

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Thank you Pralina didi. :)

      Glad you enjoyed reading.

  • SR

    Interesting. Can you make your logo on the pictures a bit bigger? And put it more in the center?

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Why would you like it in the center? It disturbs the photo and gets even worse if it gets bigger.

  • pardhu

    hi please tell me where u met him iam in varanasi right now i want to do documentary about this aghori so please send me the way to meet them it might be very helpful for me my email id is 6pardhu6@gmail.com please send me the way to meet them i hope i will get a reply for my comment

    ur really a luckliy man to have such experience iam very proud of u my bro

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Thanks bro,
      I’ve sent information to your e-mail. Maybe it’ll help.

  • Rohit

    BOOM SHAKAR….OM NAMO NARAYANA

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Blessings.

  • Ta-ma

    Great story Manish – enjoyed it. What was the reason behind his eating human flesh, etc. (just wondering)? Compelled because he could not afford to buy real food?

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Thanks Ta-ma for taking time to read this post.

      No, he was not compelled. But, I’m not knowledgeable enough to answer the question. It’s just like how people turn to Buddhism – they shave their heads and meditate. Buddhist are not compelled to do all that but they do in order to get peace of mind. Same way, this guy has some incentives behind it, but I don’t know what it is.

      Maybe Wikipedia can help: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aghori

      Thanks for the comment.

  • Josh

    I’ve been to the cave your talking about. I’ve taken darshan of baba who lives there. His name is Tiger. I’ve been to all the caves at Pashaupatinath & met with all the Aghori babas who live there. They are the nicest people I’ve ever met. The thing is, they are so used to everyone being afraid of them and misunderstanding them (locals and tourists alike), that when someone comes along who’s not afraid and genuinely interested they are most happy and surprised. They will be happy to talk for hours and answer any questions you might have. You really had a rare opportunity here to talk to a real live Aghori and Nath Siddha & you couldn’t think of anything to ask about? You didn’t want to know why he would eat human flesh or excrement? There is a reason why they do the things they do. There path is only for the most fearless and dedicated tantrik sadhakas. It is the fast and dangerous route. They emulate Shiva in his wrathful manifestation as Bhairava – who cut off one of Brahma’s heads and was forced to roam about on the outskirts of society sleeping in the cremation ground & carrying the decapitated skull for 12 years. If you are still in KTM go back and ask him what the esoteric significance of Shiva’s Brahmanacidal act – that would be an interesting question..

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Hi Josh.

      ///I’ve been to the cave your talking about. I’ve taken darshan of baba who lives there. His name is Tiger.///

      He did tell us that he was known as Tiger.

      ///I’ve been to all the caves at Pashaupatinath & met with all the Aghori babas who live there.///

      I was not aware that there were other Aghori babas in pashupatinath too. How many are there, as far as you know? Where are other caves?

      ///They are the nicest people I’ve ever met. The thing is, they are so used to everyone being afraid of them and misunderstanding them (locals and tourists alike), that when someone comes along who’s not afraid and genuinely interested they are most happy and surprised.///

      Yes, that’s true. They were all very welcoming and the environment was really awesome. He wasn’t that scary but in the beginning we were scared because we hadn’t met anyone like him.

      ///They will be happy to talk for hours and answer any questions you might have.///

      He was very happy that we were there and he answer all the questions we had. Did you talk with him in Nepali? Because he didn’t speak English with us, and said he felt comfortable talking in Nepali.

      ///You really had a rare opportunity here to talk to a real live Aghori and Nath Siddha & you couldn’t think of anything to ask about? You didn’t want to know why he would eat human flesh or excrement?///

      We weren’t really prepared to ask questions. Everything came out of our mind after we left the cave. We didn’t knew we were going there in the first place. But, we did ask him some questions like what did you do and other stuffs like that.
      He said he was a continental cook and he has skull in his home. He showed us some good sitting postures. We spent quality time with him and it was really very fun, but we were blank on questions.

      ///There is a reason why they do the things they do. There path is only for the most fearless and dedicated tantrik sadhakas. It is the fast and dangerous route. They emulate Shiva in his wrathful manifestation as Bhairava – who cut off one of Brahma’s heads and was forced to roam about on the outskirts of society sleeping in the cremation ground & carrying the decapitated skull for 12 years. ///

      Thanks for all the info. I was wondering about it for a long time.

      /// If you are still in KTM go back and ask him what the esoteric significance of Shiva’s Brahmanacidal act – that would be an interesting question..///

      He told us to come back to him, and if possible, he asked us to print his photograph. Should consider going there and other caves again.

      Cheers for the comment, Josh.

  • akshara

    hey, I read your post and I must say, Its an eye-opener.. I came across some aghoris when I was in kedarnath 2 years back, but back then I was really scared of them. This was a good read, thanks :)

    • http://enwil.com/ Manish Suwal ‘Enwil’

      Thank you Akshara.

      It’s normal for us to get scared the first time we meet them. I had similar experience at the beginning but they were very welcoming – not what I expected. :)